Sarah Had a Master's Degree. That Was Never the Point.

Sarah lives in a Phoenix suburb with a lawn she keeps green and a master's degree hanging in the hallway. She ran marketing for a company that changed hands twice. She is not gullible. She has never been gullible in her life.

She told me the phrase never sounded like hatred to her. "Take our country back." She heard it and something in her chest unclenched. Not because she wanted anybody hurt. Because for the first time in years, somebody had said out loud that something had been taken.

That is the part most people skip past when they try to understand the drift. They go looking for stupidity or cruelty, and they miss the plain human thing sitting right in front of them.

Psychologists have a name for it: loss aversion. Daniel Kahneman and Amos Tversky found that losing something hurts roughly twice as much as gaining the same thing feels good. Fifty dollars gone stings more than fifty dollars found delights. Extend that past money and you get status threat, the particular ache of feeling that your place in the world is slipping while everyone tells you nothing is wrong.

Here is why this matters. Any message built on what you are losing will hit harder than a message built on what you might gain. That is not manipulation on its own. It is just how the equipment works. But somebody who understands the equipment can point it wherever they want.

Sarah was not persuaded by an argument. She was recognized by a grievance. Those feel almost identical from the inside.

I spent decades as a counselor and a coach, sitting with people at the worst hour of their week. I never met a person who went wrong because they were dumb. I met people who were tired, unseen, and quietly grieving something they could not name. When someone finally named it, they followed the naming. Most of us would.

There is a beehive at the edge of my yard. When a hive senses a threat to what it has stored, it does not hold a discussion. It defends. Bees are not stupid for that. They are built for it. So are we. The trouble starts when someone learns to trip that alarm on purpose.

So the useful question is not "how could she believe that." The useful question is gentler and much harder: what did I think I was losing, and who offered to give it back?

Answering that honestly is not a confession. It is a map. It tells you what you actually value, which is the only ground solid enough to stand on when the next voice comes along promising to restore it for you.

Curiosity is a quiet act of courage. Sarah's story is in the book, along with John, Carl, Dana, and Carrie, people who found their way back. Not to a party. Not to a label. To themselves.

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The Bee That Cannot Survive Alone (And Neither Can You)

I keep bees. Out behind the house, in Indiana, where the light goes gold around seven in the evening and the whole yard hums.

Here is something beekeepers know that most people don't. Take one healthy honeybee out of the hive, give her food, give her water, give her warmth, and she will still be dead in about a day. Nothing attacked her. Nothing went wrong with her body. She died of being alone. A bee is not really an individual. She is a piece of something larger, and separated from it, she stops working.

I think about that a lot now.

In Staying Strong in Unsteady Times, there's a woman named Carmen who says something I have heard, in different words, from hundreds of people over decades of counseling work. She says, "I feel like I'm trying to hold up a building by myself."

Her friend Miguel noticed the flip side. On days when he really connected with certain people, everything else worked better. The news was the same. The problems were the same. He wasn't. He said, "I don't think we're supposed to do this alone."

He's right, and there's science underneath it.

Most of us learned exactly one stress response: fight or flight. Threat comes, you swing or you run. That's real, but it's incomplete, and part of why it's incomplete is that for a long stretch of the twentieth century the stress studies were done mostly on males.

In 2000, a psychologist named Shelley Taylor and her colleagues named a second response. They called it tend-and-befriend. Under threat, humans also reach. We gather the vulnerable close, and we seek out our people. It isn't a softer, lesser version of courage. It's a distinct survival strategy, and across human history it has probably saved more of us than fighting ever did.

Which means the impulse you keep talking yourself out of is the healthy one.

You know the impulse. It's ten at night, your chest is tight, and you think of someone you could call. And then you think: they're busy, it's late, I should be able to handle this, I don't want to be a burden. So you scroll instead. You take in more of the thing that hurt you, alone, in the dark.

I have watched that pattern break people who were not fragile. Strong people. Capable people. The ones everybody else leans on.

This is why I say in the book that community isn't a luxury. It's a biological necessity for sustainable resilience. Not a nice-to-have after you've handled your business. The actual mechanism by which humans survive long trouble.

I was in the room in 1971 when Jesse Jackson founded PUSH. What I remember is not the speeches. It's the ordinary fact of a lot of people deciding to be in the same room on purpose, week after week. That is what lasted.

So here's the small thing, and small is fine.

Pick one person. Not a network, not a group, not a movement. One. Contact them this week without a reason. No agenda, no crisis, no favor to ask. Just: I was thinking about you, how are you actually doing.

You are not a bee. But you are not built for the empty jar either.

If you want the fuller framework, including what "enough" connection actually looks like when you're depleted, that's what the book is for. Read the first chapter free, and see if it sounds like your life.

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The Question I Was Afraid to Ask Out Loud

I do my thinking on foot. There is a stretch of road near my house in Indiana where the corn gets tall enough by August that you cannot see past it, and I walk it most mornings with a song stuck in my head. Somewhere on that road, a few years back, a question came up in me that I did not want.

I will not tell you what it was. It does not matter. What matters is what I did with it, which was nothing. I set it down and kept walking. Not because I had an answer. Because asking it felt like betraying people I love.

Here is what I have learned about that feeling. It is not a character flaw. It is a survival response.

Psychologists Sheldon Solomon, Jeff Greenberg, and Tom Pyszczynski developed something called terror management theory. The short version: human beings know we are fragile, and we know the world we have built can be taken from us. When that awareness gets stirred up, by a death, a lost job, or a country that suddenly feels unrecognizable, we do not reason our way back to calm. We reach for whatever makes us feel permanent. Our worldview. Our group. Our certainty.

That is not weakness. That is a nervous system doing its job. But it has a cost. When certainty is the thing holding you up, a question feels like somebody kicking out a support beam.

In Reversing the Drift, I write about a man I call John. Fifth-generation Kentucky farmer. He worked as hard as his father and his grandfather did, and he still watched forces he could not see or name come for the land. He felt invisible. Then a voice on a stage said, in so many words, I see you. And something in him unclenched.

You can guess what happened next. Every question about that voice landed like a threat, because it was one. Not a threat to his politics. A threat to the only hand that had reached for him.

I spent a lot of years as a counselor sitting with people in exactly that spot. What I noticed, over and over, is that the question never actually leaves. It waits. It comes back at three in the morning, or in the middle of a sermon, or when a grandchild asks something innocent at the kitchen table. The mind is patient that way.

And here is the part I want you to hear. Asking the question now does not mean you were a fool for not asking it sooner. It means the fear has loosened enough for you to breathe. That is not betrayal. That is your own honesty catching up with you.

You also do not have to ask it in public. You do not have to announce anything, or apologize to anyone, or argue with your brother-in-law at Thanksgiving. You can just let yourself wonder, privately, on a road where the corn is too tall to see past.

Curiosity is a quiet act of courage. It always was.

If you are somewhere in that, I wrote a whole book for you. It does not shame anybody. It walks alongside.

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When Confidence Stopped Sounding Like Truth

Carrie had a routine. Every morning, the same radio host, the same voice filling the kitchen while the coffee brewed. For years he was the steady presence in her day. He was sure about everything, and that sureness felt like solid ground in a world that kept shifting under her feet.

Then came the morning that changed things. The host announced, with total confidence, that the election had been stolen. Carrie paused. No votes had been counted yet. Not one. She sat with her coffee going cold and a single question rose up that she could not push back down: how could he know that already?

It sounds small. It was not small.

That was the first time Carrie wondered whether confidence and truth were the same thing. For years she had treated them as if they were. If he said it with enough certainty, it must be solid. That is not a character flaw. It is how most of us are wired.

In Reversing the Drift I call this referential authority. Some of us believe things based on the evidence in front of us. Most of us, most of the time, believe things based on who is saying them. We trust the pastor, the host, the friend who always seems to know. There is nothing wrong with that. We cannot personally verify everything. We have to lean on trusted voices just to get through the day.

The trouble starts when someone learns to perform certainty. A confident voice can fill the same space in your mind that a true voice would, and your nervous system does not always tell the difference. Certainty feels like safety, especially when everything else feels unsteady. That is exactly when we are most vulnerable to mistaking the sound of confidence for the substance of truth.

What broke the spell for Carrie was not an argument. Nobody lectured her. Nobody called her stupid. It was a question that came from inside her own mind, at her own kitchen table, on her own timeline. How could he know that already?

That question is a quiet act of courage. It does not require you to throw away everything you believe. It does not require you to switch sides. It only asks you to notice the gap between how sure someone sounds and how much they actually know.

If you have ever had a moment like Carrie’s, a flicker where the certainty stopped landing the way it used to, I want you to know something. You are not being disloyal. You are not falling apart. You are paying attention. And paying attention is how the journey back to yourself begins. Not to a party. Not to a label. To yourself.

That is what this book is about. Not shame, not contempt, just understanding for people who are starting to ask the quiet questions. If it happened to you, you are not stupid. You are human.

Reversing the Drift is available now, and the first chapter is free. If Carrie’s morning sounded familiar, start there.

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Confidence Is Not Evidence

Was there ever a moment when you trusted someone's confidence more than you checked their facts?

Sit with that one for a second. Not as an accusation. As an honest question, the kind you can only really answer when nobody is watching.

I ask because I have my own answer, and it isn't flattering. I spent years as a counselor learning to read people, and I still got caught by this. A voice that never wavers feels like a voice that knows. We are built to read certainty as competence. It is an old wiring, and most days it serves us. The problem is that the same wiring can be played.

In Reversing the Drift, there is a woman named Carrie. For years she listened to the same talk radio host every single day. He was warm, he was sure, he felt like a friend who happened to be smarter than the news. Then one afternoon he announced the election was stolen, and he said it before a single vote had been counted. Carrie stopped. How could he know that already? It was the first time she wondered whether confidence and truth were actually the same thing.

They are not. And noticing the gap between them is one of the quietest, bravest things a person can do.

Here is what was really happening under the surface. There are two ways we decide what to believe. One is evidential: show me the proof and I will follow it. The other is referential: I believe it because of who said it. A pastor, a host, a friend, a father. Most of us run on referential authority far more than we admit, because checking everything yourself is exhausting and trust is efficient. None of that makes you foolish. It makes you a person who relies on other people, which is most of being human.

The drift exploited that. It did not need to win the argument. It only needed to be the most confident voice in the room, repeated often enough to feel like common sense. When the trusted voice and the verifiable fact start to point in different directions, referential authority asks you to side with the voice. Carrie's whole story turns on the moment she could not do that anymore.

You do not have to burn down everyone you have ever trusted. That is not the work. The work is smaller and steadier: when something matters, ask where the confidence is coming from, and whether anything underneath it would survive a second look. Curiosity is a quiet act of courage. It does not require you to be cynical. It only asks you to tell the difference between a person who is sure and a fact that is true.

So I will leave you with it again. Was there ever a moment when you trusted someone's confidence more than you checked their facts? If one came to mind, you are not behind. You are exactly where the journey back to yourself begins.

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"Take Our Country Back" Didn't Sound Like Hatred. That's the Point.

Sarah had a master's degree and a career in marketing. She lived in suburban Phoenix. By any reasonable measure, her life was successful.

But somewhere in the middle of it, she started feeling invisible — not to her family, not at work, but in the larger cultural story. The one being told about whose concerns mattered, who the future was for, whose voice counted in the national conversation. The world was accelerating in directions nobody had asked her about, and she didn't know where to put that feeling.

Then she heard the phrase: "Take our country back."

And here's the part that's easy to misunderstand: it didn't sound like hatred to Sarah. It didn't register as an invitation to exclude anyone. It sounded like someone had finally looked her direction and said, I see you. Something was taken from you. You matter here.

That feeling — the relief of being seen — is where the drift begins.

Psychologist H. Stephen Glenn spent decades studying what he called the three core needs: the need to feel significant (I matter to something larger than myself), capable (I can handle what life throws at me), and influential (my presence changes things). When those needs go chronically unmet, we don't get more careful and cautious. We get more susceptible — to whoever shows up first with an answer.

Strongman politics is extraordinarily good at meeting counterfeit versions of all three. You matter — the elites are trying to silence you. You're capable — the system has been rigged against you, not because of any failing in you, but because they've tilted the table. And together, we're powerful enough to change it all.

None of that is true. But it feels true to someone who's been starving for recognition.

Sarah didn't drift because she was secretly hateful. She didn't drift because she was naive or uneducated. She drifted because she was reaching for something real — acknowledgment, belonging, the sense that her life was meaningful in some larger story — and someone appeared offering to provide it. The offer was fraudulent. The hunger was not.

This is why I resist the framing that treats the drift as a moral failing. Not because people who supported Trump bear no responsibility — they do. But because "you should have known better" doesn't explain anything. It doesn't help us understand how intelligent, decent people drifted. And it guarantees that anyone who's starting to question — quietly, privately, not yet ready to say it out loud — will stay silent. Nobody's going to admit they're reconsidering if reconsidering means joining the people who think they were fools.

Reversing the Drift is my attempt at a different kind of conversation. One that begins with: I understand why it made sense at the time. And then asks: now that you can see it more clearly, what does the way back look like?

Not back to a party. Not to a label. Back to yourself.

Sarah eventually found her way. The quiet questions she'd been pushing aside started getting louder, and she let herself listen. That's all the drift back requires — a willingness to ask the questions you've been avoiding.

That's the book I wrote for people who are starting to wonder.

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What Are You Running On?

There’s a question I keep coming back to, and I want to offer it to you: What are you actually running on?

Not as a spiritual question. As a practical one.

In my years as a counselor and coach, I watched people hold up under extraordinary pressure. And I watched people collapse under pressure that, from the outside, didn’t look nearly as heavy. The difference was rarely ability. It was almost always fuel: the source of meaning keeping them going.

Viktor Frankl, who survived three years in Nazi concentration camps, wrote that “those who have a ‘why’ to live can bear almost any ‘how.’” He wasn’t writing about comfortable people in stable times. He was writing about people who had every reason to give up.

But not all whys are equal.

In Staying Strong in Unsteady Times, I draw a distinction I keep returning to: sustainable versus depleting sources of meaning. It sounds simple. It isn’t.

Rage feels like a why. Outrage feels like fuel. And for a while, it is. The problem is that it’s sprint fuel in a marathon. I’ve watched people burn bright for months, furious and activated, posting every day, fighting every fight, and then one morning they couldn’t get out of bed. Not because the situation improved. Because they’d burned through everything they had.

Revenge is the same way. So is bitterness. So is the daily score-keeping of who’s winning and who’s losing.

What actually sustains people over time looks different. It looks like love, for a person, a community, a place. It looks like legacy, doing something you believe matters beyond your own lifetime. It looks like contribution, even small contribution, to something bigger than your own anger. It looks like justice understood as a long project, not a daily verdict.

Rosa, a woman I write about in the book, has been an activist for fifty years. She marched for civil rights in the sixties, organized against Vietnam, fought for women’s equality, resisted Reagan, pushed for LGBTQ+ rights. When a younger organizer told her she was burned out and didn’t understand how Rosa was still going, Rosa said: “I stopped expecting to win in my lifetime. I’m part of a relay race, not a sprint.”

That is sustainable.

Here is a simple audit worth sitting with. Think about what is driving you through these unsteady times. Is it anger at a specific person? The need to prove something? Or is it something that connects you to people you love, work you believe in, a future you are trying to help build?

Both get you through today. Only one gets you through the years ahead.

If you find yourself running on fumes, it might not mean you need more willpower. It might mean you need better fuel.

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The Man Who Hid in the Bathroom

 He had coached his kids' baseball team for years. Through bad calls, losing streaks, kids crying in the dugout. He never raised his voice. Mike was the steady one — in his family, in his neighborhood, in every room he walked into. That was just who he was.

So when he found himself sneaking away from his sister's birthday party to sit on the edge of the tub in her bathroom — just breathing, waiting for something nameless to pass — he didn't know what to make of it.

His wife Janet was changing too. She'd stopped hosting her book club. Stopped watching the movies they used to love. She'd look out the window at her garden and feel nothing. The same garden she'd tended for fifteen years. The one that used to get her outside on a Saturday morning before she'd even had coffee.

One evening they sat across from each other at the kitchen table and Mike said the quiet part out loud: "Are we losing our minds?"

No. They weren't losing their minds. But something real was happening to them — and it didn't have a name they recognized, which made it worse.

In Staying Strong in Unsteady Times, I spend a lot of time with people like Mike and Janet — functional, capable, deeply decent people who've started to feel like they're failing at something they used to do effortlessly: just being okay.

The researcher Aaron Antonovsky spent his career studying what keeps people healthy under extreme stress. Not what makes them sick — but what protects them. He found that people who stayed grounded had a strong Sense of Coherence: the world made enough sense to them, they had enough resources to cope, and enough meaning to keep going.

What's happening to a lot of us right now is that all three of those are under pressure simultaneously. The news cycle doesn't make sense. We feel powerless to change anything. And it's hard to hold onto why it matters.

Mike, hiding in his sister's bathroom, wasn't weak. It was his nervous system doing its job — trying to find fifteen minutes of quiet because it had been carrying months of sustained alarm with no clear resolution.

The first thing I want Mike and Janet to hear — and maybe you, if you're somewhere in that story — is this: You're not broken. The situation is.

There's a difference. And once you see it, you can actually start to work with what's real.

If you're in the middle of that kind of exhaustion right now, this book was written for you. Not to fix you. To meet you where you are and help you find your footing again.

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When Coping Isn't Enough

Daniel had done everything right.

He'd set up information boundaries so he wasn't drowning in the news cycle. He'd learned the physiological sigh — that double inhale through the nose, long exhale through the mouth — the one the neuroscientists say actually calms your nervous system. He'd even started setting his phone down at 9pm. By any reasonable measure, he was coping.

But every morning, he lay in bed staring at the ceiling asking the same question: What's the point?

Not despair — nothing so dramatic. Just hollow. Functional but hollow. And increasingly, a quiet, unsettling question: Is this what resilience looks like? Just… endless coping?

His sister Elena had burned through her outrage months earlier. "I used to believe we could make a difference," she told him. "Now I'm not sure why I bother." He understood. He didn't say what he was thinking: Me neither.

Daniel is one of the people I write about in Staying Strong in Unsteady Times. He's composite — a mix of clients, colleagues, and a version of myself I've known well. And he represents something I hear constantly right now: a particular kind of exhaustion that the usual tools don't touch.

Because Daniel's problem wasn't a coping problem. It was a meaning problem.

Viktor Frankl survived the Nazi concentration camps. He watched people around him die, saw men and women stripped of everything — family, possessions, dignity, safety. And out of that experience, he developed a simple, devastating idea: meaning isn't a luxury we add when life gets comfortable. It's the engine that keeps us going when life gets impossible.

"Those who have a 'why' to live," Frankl wrote, "can bear almost any 'how.'"

Daniel had the "how" covered. He was executing the coping strategies. But he'd lost track of the why — and without it, even good functioning feels hollow.

I've paid attention to this pattern for a long time. I was 14 when JFK was assassinated. I volunteered for Robert Kennedy's campaign in 1968, and was working that campaign when he was killed. What I noticed then — watching the adults around me — was that the ones who stayed steady weren't the ones with the best coping strategies. They were the ones who still believed their actions connected to something that mattered.

That's different from optimism. It doesn't require certainty. It just requires a thread back to purpose.

Frankl described three pathways to meaning: through the work we do and create; through love and the beauty we experience; and through how we face suffering we cannot escape. At least one of those pathways is available in any moment. The question is whether you're using it — or just white-knuckling through the day.

If you feel like Daniel — if you've got your strategies in place and still feel strangely hollow — that's not a failure of resilience. That's information. Your nervous system is telling you something important is missing.

The good news: meaning isn't something you wait to receive. It's something you orient toward. Even small moves count.

You're not broken. The situation is.

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Your Feelings Aren’t the Problem. They’re the Data.

When my anxiety spikes after reading the news, my first instinct is usually to tell myself to calm down. Maybe yours is too. Maybe you’ve tried breathing exercises, journaling, yoga, cutting back on screen time — and found that none of it quite worked the way it used to.

There’s a reason for that. And it’s not because you’re broken.

Here’s the reframe that changed how I think about it.

Imagine you’re in a building and the smoke alarm goes off. You don’t think: This alarm is overreacting. I should fix the alarm. You think: Where’s the fire?

Your emotions work the same way.

When you feel anger, fear, grief, or disgust about what’s happening in this country right now — those aren’t malfunctions. They’re not signs that you need to be fixed. They’re alarms going off because something real is happening. Your nervous system picked it up before your conscious mind did.

Viktor Frankl, who survived Auschwitz and spent his life studying how people stay psychologically healthy under extreme conditions, put it plainly: your inner emotional responses are information. They deserve to be read, not suppressed.

The psychologist Aaron Antonovsky studied Holocaust survivors who had maintained positive emotional health — a finding that startled his colleagues. What protected those people? Part of the answer was something he called comprehensibility — the capacity to understand what was happening to them, to make sense of it, rather than be overwhelmed by chaos. Knowing what you’re feeling is a form of comprehensibility. It keeps you grounded.

So here’s the practice. Next time the alarm goes off — the anxiety, the rage, the helplessness — try to listen to it instead of muting it. Ask: What is this feeling telling me?

Anger: Something important is being threatened or violated.

Fear: My body senses real danger, and it wants me to pay attention.

Grief: Something I valued has been lost.

Disgust: My moral sense has been crossed.

None of these are problems. All of them are data.

The goal isn’t to eliminate the feeling. It’s to read it clearly, understand what it’s pointing at, and then decide — consciously — what to do with that information. That’s very different from either drowning in it or pushing it away.

In Staying Strong in Unsteady Times, I call this the smoke alarm reframe — and it’s one of the most immediate tools I know. It doesn’t require anything except a moment of attention and a willingness to take your own inner life seriously.

You are not overreacting. You are not too sensitive. The situation is what it is. Your feelings are the appropriate response to it.

The work is to let them inform you — not overwhelm you.

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They’re Flooding You on Purpose

There’s a moment a lot of people have described to me — and you might recognize it.

You sit down to read the news, or scroll your phone, and twenty minutes later you feel like you’ve been hit by a truck. Not because of one thing. Because of everything, all at once. A relentless, dizzying cascade of crises, each one displacing the last before you’ve had time to react.

You’re not imagining that. And you’re not broken because it overwhelms you.

There’s a name for it. Researchers and political analysts call it “firehosing” — the deliberate strategy of flooding people with information, crises, and contradictions so fast and so relentlessly that they can’t process any of it clearly. Can’t hold a thought long enough to form a response. Can’t organize. Can’t decide what actually matters.

It is a strategy. It is intentional. And knowing that changes everything.

I’ve spent two years writing Staying Strong in Unsteady Times, and one of the most consistent things I hear is some version of this: “I used to feel like I could handle hard news. Now I feel like I’m drowning before I even start.” That’s not weakness. That’s what firehosing does to a human brain.

Here’s the thing about a firehose: it’s not designed to make you feel any particular way about any particular issue. It’s designed to overwhelm your capacity to feel anything clearly at all. When you’re saturated, you’re reactive. When you’re reactive, you’re manageable. You lash out or shut down, and either way you’ve been neutralized.

The antidote isn’t numbness. It isn’t avoidance. It’s recognition.

When you feel that wall of overwhelm hit, try naming what’s happening. Not the specific news story — the pattern. Say it out loud: “This is firehosing. This is designed to exhaust me. I’m not obligated to process all of this right now.”

That one sentence moves you from inside the flood to outside it, even briefly. You’re no longer drowning in a hundred simultaneous crises. You’re watching a strategy. And from that position, you can ask a better question: not “Which crisis do I tackle first?” but “What actually matters to me today? What is one thing I can pay real attention to?”

Viktor Frankl wrote that between stimulus and response, there is a space — and in that space is our freedom. Firehosing is designed to collapse that space. Naming it helps you get it back.

One thing, clearly seen. That’s where clarity starts. That’s the beginning of resilience that actually lasts.

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Your Nervous System Isn't Broken. It's Doing Its Job.

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Terrence is a contractor. Practical man. Fixes things for a living — leaky roofs, faulty wiring, things that aren't working the way they should.

Last year, he started waking up at 3am with his heart pounding. Not from a nightmare. Just — awake, alarmed, unable to say why.

He did everything right. No phone after 9pm. Melatonin. White noise. Meditation app. Earlier bedtime. The waking kept happening.

He went to his doctor. Full workup. Blood pressure normal. Heart healthy. Labs fine.

His doctor leaned back and said: "Terrence, there is a fire. You just can't see it from here."

What he meant: Terrence's nervous system had been absorbing months of sustained alarm. Not one crisis — a steady stream of them. The news. The arguments at the dinner table. The ambient dread of not knowing what was coming next. The sense that something important was slipping away.

The body keeps score. And Terrence's body had been keeping score every single day.

The problem wasn't his sleep. The problem was that his alarm system was working perfectly.

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We have a strange relationship with our own feelings right now.

Most of us learned somewhere along the way that the goal is to feel calm. That anxiety means something is wrong with you. That if you were stronger, or better at coping, or had the right app — the feelings would stop.

But feelings aren't a malfunction. They're a message.

Anger is a signal that something important to you is being violated. Fear is a signal that something you love might be at risk. Grief is a signal that something real has been lost. Dread is a signal that the threat is ongoing and you can't see the end.

These aren't broken responses. They're correct responses to what's actually happening.

I think of it as the smoke alarm problem. When a smoke alarm goes off in a burning building, you don't say "I need to work on my relationship with alarms." You acknowledge the smoke and you act accordingly.

What many of us have been doing — understandably — is trying to disable the alarm while the building is still on fire.

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When I wrote Staying Strong in Unsteady Times, I wasn't writing for people who were struggling because they were weak. I was writing for people like Terrence — capable, resourceful people who had simply been absorbing a lot for a long time, and whose bodies were finally saying: enough.

Viktor Frankl, who survived the Nazi concentration camps and went on to found logotherapy, wrote that meaning isn't a luxury — it's the engine. "Those who have a 'why' to live can bear almost any 'how.'"

But before you can find the why, you have to stop treating your own body like the problem.

The 3am waking isn't broken. The smoke alarm is doing what it was built to do.

The question worth asking isn't how do I make this stop? It's: what is this trying to tell me — and what does it mean I care about?

That's a harder question. It's also a more honest one.

And it's where the real work of staying steady actually begins.

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There Is a Fire. You Just Can’t See It.

Terrence was a contractor. Practical man. The kind of guy who coached his kids’ baseball team for twelve years without once yelling at an umpire. People around him would have called him steady.

Then something shifted. He started waking at 3am with his heart pounding. Not from nightmares — just awake, heart going, nothing in particular to explain it. He tried everything he knew how to try. Melatonin. No screens after 8pm. Earlier bedtimes. He cut caffeine down to almost nothing. Weeks of this. Nothing helped.

When he finally described the full picture to his doctor, he was braced to hear something was physically wrong. Instead, his doctor said something he wasn’t expecting:

“There is a fire. You just can’t see it.”

His nervous system had been absorbing months of sustained alarm. Real events, real uncertainty, real threats arriving faster than the previous ones had time to fade. And his body had done exactly what bodies are designed to do — it activated. It went on alert. The problem wasn’t that something was wrong with him. The problem was that his system had been running at high alert for so long it didn’t know how to stand down.

We’re taught to think about stress as something that happens in a moment. Something activates, we breathe through it, we return to baseline. Most of what we know about managing stress is built on that assumption.

But what happens when the stress isn’t a moment? What happens when it’s a continuous background — new crises arriving before the old ones resolve, the baseline of “normal” shifting somewhere unrecognizable, week after week?

Your tools were designed for a different kind of situation.

That’s what Lisa’s therapist, Dr. Chen, told her. Lisa had solid coping strategies that had worked for twenty years — yoga, long walks, breathing exercises. Then they stopped working, and she started wondering what was wrong with her. Dr. Chen said it plainly: “Your tools were designed for normal stress in normal times. What you’re experiencing isn’t normal stress.”

That reframe is important. Not because it removes your responsibility to take care of yourself, but because it points you toward the right question. Instead of “what’s wrong with me?” the question becomes: what do I actually need right now, given what’s actually happening?

Aaron Antonovsky, a psychologist who spent years studying Holocaust survivors, asked a different question than most researchers: not what made people sick under extreme stress, but what kept people healthy. What he found was that resilience under sustained pressure depends on three things: a sense that the world still makes some kind of sense, a belief that you have resources to cope, and a feeling that the struggle is worth something.

Right now, all three are under sustained pressure at the same time. That’s not a personal failure. That’s a description of the environment.

Staying Strong in Unsteady Times is my attempt to offer something more honest than “practice gratitude and take deep breaths” — though those things matter. It’s about understanding what’s actually happening to you, why your usual tools may not be enough, and what sustainable resilience looks like when the situation is genuinely hard.

Terrence eventually found his way through. It started not with a new technique, but with understanding what his body was trying to tell him.

That’s always where it starts.

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What a Seven-Year-Old Saw That We Couldn't

Carl had been defending his political choices for years. At the dinner table. In the truck with his son. Online when someone pushed back.

He was good at it. He'd built up arguments, rehearsed them, believed them. The man said hard things, sure — but someone had to. That's what Carl told himself. That's what a lot of people told themselves.

Then one afternoon, his granddaughter was sitting beside him on the couch. She was seven. He had his phone out, watching a clip — a campaign moment, one of the usual ones — when she looked at the screen and said:

"Papa, why did he say that? That's so mean."

Carl froze.

He didn't have an answer. Not a real one. He opened his mouth and nothing came.

It wasn't a gotcha moment. She wasn't making a political point. She was just a kid watching an adult behave badly, confused about why the grown-ups around her weren't confused too.

That frozen silence — that's what I write about in Reversing the Drift. Not the dramatic break. The quiet one.

Here's what happens in our minds when we've committed to a position for a long time: the brain builds what psychologists call a fortress. Not a map anymore — a fortified structure we defend rather than navigate by. The discomfort of changing our minds gets stored as threat. So when something doesn't fit — a cruelty we can't explain, a lie we can't un-hear — we work to protect the structure. We minimize. We deflect. We say "well, the other side does it too."

The technical name for this is cognitive dissonance. But the lived experience is just: something doesn't add up, and it feels terrible, and we do almost anything to make the terrible feeling go away.

What Carl's granddaughter did was something extraordinary, entirely by accident. She wasn't working around his defenses — she had no idea there were any. She just said what she saw.

And in the space between her question and his silence, Carl heard himself.

That's often how it starts. Not with a newspaper headline. Not with an argument. Not with someone proving you wrong online. It starts with a moment so human it gets through before the defenses can mobilize.

A child's question. A quiet morning. A phrase on the radio that just doesn't land right anymore.

I've talked to a lot of people who describe a moment like Carl's. The specifics vary. The feeling is almost always the same: a sudden stillness. An awareness that something you'd been carrying was heavier than you'd admitted.

If you've had a moment like that, you're not stupid. You're not weak. You're human. And the fact that you're still thinking about it — that it still sits with you — means something.

Reversing the Drift is written for people in that stillness. People who aren't sure what they believe anymore, or who are just starting to wonder. There's no contempt in these pages. No lectures. Just an honest conversation about how smart, decent people drift — and how they find their way back.

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There Is a Fire: What Your Body Knows That Your Brain Is Trying to Deny

Terrence was not the kind of man who talked about his feelings.

He was a contractor — practical, competent, the kind of person who showed up, did the work, and fixed what was broken. When something went wrong in his life, he found the source of the problem, addressed it, and moved on.

So when he started waking up at 3 a.m. — heart pounding, mind racing, no particular reason he could identify — he did what he always did. He tried to fix it.

He cut out the news after 9 p.m. He exercised more. He went to bed earlier. He tried deep breathing, journaling, a white noise machine. Some of it helped a little. None of it made the alarm stop.

Terrence finally went to his doctor, expecting something clinical. A sleep disorder, maybe. A vitamin deficiency. Something he could treat and be done with.

His doctor surprised him.

"There is a fire," the doctor said. "You just can't see it."

I've spent a lot of years listening to people describe what they're feeling — and watching them apologize for it. I shouldn't feel this way. I know it's not rational. I just need to push through.

Here's what I've come to believe, after decades of work in counseling and coaching: your feelings are not the problem. They are information.

Think about a smoke alarm. When it goes off, you don't question whether it's overreacting. You look for the fire. The alarm isn't broken because it's loud — it's doing exactly what it was designed to do.

What Terrence was experiencing — the 3 a.m. wake-ups, the pounding heart, the inability to calm down through sheer willpower — was his nervous system doing exactly the same thing. It had absorbed months of sustained alarm: a steady stream of destabilizing news, unpredictable crises, threats to institutions he'd taken for granted. And it was doing what nervous systems do. It was refusing to stand down.

That's not weakness. That's accurate perception.

Aaron Antonovsky, the sociologist who studied how people maintain health under extreme stress, asked a question most researchers weren't asking: not what makes people sick, but what keeps them healthy when everything is working against them? One of his answers: the world needs to make sense to us. When comprehensibility breaks down — when we can't predict what comes next, when the rules change daily, when we can't trust what we're told — our nervous system goes on sustained alert. That alert is appropriate.

The crisis isn't in your head. The crisis is real.

Which means the path forward isn't about silencing your feelings. It's about learning to work with them — treating them as information rather than failure, and finding practices that address the underlying fire rather than just muffling the alarm.

That's what Staying Strong in Unsteady Times is about. Not toxic positivity. Not the empty reassurance that everything will be fine. A real framework — grounded in decades of research on how people survive, and sometimes thrive, under extraordinary pressure.

If Terrence's story sounds familiar, you're not alone. And you're not broken.

The situation is.

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When Purpose Isn't Enough

There's a version of burnout that's especially hard to talk about — the kind that happens not because your work is meaningless, but because it means too much.

Terrence was one of the people I spent the most time with while writing this book. He was in his early thirties, had put himself through school, was supporting younger siblings, mentoring kids in his neighborhood, advancing in a career that wasn't exactly designed with people like him in mind. By any measure, he was doing extraordinary things.

He was also barely holding on.

When we first talked, he described it as feeling like he was always running a deficit. Like no matter how much he did, it wasn't quite enough, and no matter how much he gave, he never felt refilled. "I'm motivated," he told me. "I just don't know how much longer I can keep going."

What I came to understand, working through this with him, is that not all meaning is created equal. Viktor Frankl, whose work is central to Staying Strong, argued that humans are fundamentally meaning-seeking creatures — that purpose is essential to psychological survival. He was right. But Frankl developed his ideas under the most extreme conditions imaginable. What he couldn't fully account for was the texture of meaning in ordinary life: that some sources of meaning replenish us while others, even worthy ones, draw us down.

Terrence's life was full of meaning. It was also full of obligation, pressure, representation, and consequence. Every meaningful thing he did came attached to the weight of people depending on him. There was nothing in his life that was just his — that existed apart from what others needed from him.

That's not a motivation problem. That's a sustainability problem.

The shift for Terrence — and it was slow, and it wasn't easy — was learning to distinguish between those two kinds of meaning. To find, and protect, sources of meaning that were genuinely replenishing: things he did because they mattered to him specifically, not because others needed it. A few hours a week that belonged only to him. Permission to receive, not just give.

This is one of the quieter lessons in Staying Strong: staying strong isn't about finding more motivation. It's about building a life where the things that matter to you also have some capacity to give back.

If you've been running on meaning alone and wondering why you're still exhausted, I think there's something in this book for you.

Your Feelings Aren't the Problem

One of the first things I tell people when everything is falling apart is this: what you're feeling is not the enemy.  That is especially true now.  Most of my social media connections are quite distressed about the current things happening politically, including the assaults on many aspects of our lives.  I repeat: Your feelings aren’t the problem.

That sounds simple. It isn't.

Most of us spent decades learning the opposite. Push through. Don't dwell. Stay positive. Keep moving. And when those strategies stopped working — when the anxiety wouldn't go away, when the grief kept showing up uninvited, when the anger started bleeding into everything — we assumed something was wrong with us.

I met Lisa early in the research for this book. She was a single mom, an elementary school teacher, someone who had spent her whole life taking care of other people. By the time we talked, she was exhausted in a way that sleep couldn't fix. She described feeling "hollowed out" — present in her life but not really in it.

She told me she was embarrassed by how she felt. That people had it so much worse. That she didn't have a right to feel this way.

I've heard some version of that from almost everyone I've worked with. The idea that your feelings need to be earned. That you're only entitled to struggle if the circumstances are bad enough.

Viktor Frankl, who survived the Nazi concentration camps and went on to develop Logotherapy, argued that meaning can be found in any circumstances — but only if you're honest about what those circumstances are actually doing to you. You can't navigate toward meaning from a position of denial.

I think of feelings the way I think about smoke alarms. When one goes off, you don't rip it from the ceiling. You find out what's burning. The alarm is information. Uncomfortable, urgent, sometimes maddening — but information.

What Lisa needed wasn't to feel less. She needed help understanding what her feelings were pointing at. Once she started listening instead of suppressing, things started to shift. Not because her circumstances changed immediately — they didn't — but because she stopped spending energy fighting herself.

That's the first move in staying strong: stop treating your own interior life like a problem to be managed. It's trying to tell you something.

The question is whether you're willing to slow down long enough to hear it.

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You’re Not Crazy—You’re Waking Up

Something doesn’t feel right.

You can’t quite name it. The words you used to say don’t fit the same way anymore. The explanations that used to satisfy you now leave a residue of doubt. You find yourself hesitating before you speak, editing yourself in ways you didn’t used to.

And part of you wonders: Am I losing my mind?

You’re not.

You’re waking up.

What Waking Up Feels Like

The early stage of seeing clearly is disorienting. It’s supposed to be.

You’ve been operating inside a framework that told you what to think, how to interpret events, who to trust, and what things mean. When that framework starts to crack, everything feels unstable for a while.

That instability isn’t a sign you’re broken. It’s the feeling of transition. It’s the space between the old map and the new one.

The dissonance you feel—that sense that something is off, that the pieces don’t fit anymore—is not a malfunction.

It’s signal.

Trust the Discomfort

I know it doesn’t feel good. Doubt rarely does. Especially when the people around you seem certain, when the group you’ve been part of moves forward without hesitation while you’re standing still.

But consider this: certainty can be performed. Confidence can be a mask. The people who seem most sure may simply be further from their own discomfort—not closer to the truth.

Your doubt is not weakness. It’s your mind doing what minds are supposed to do: noticing when something doesn’t add up.

What Comes Next

You don’t have to figure everything out right now. You don’t have to make announcements or burn bridges or explain yourself to anyone.

Right now, your only job is to notice what you’re noticing. To stop suppressing the questions. To let the dissonance be there without forcing a resolution.

Clarity comes. Not all at once, but it comes.

And when it does, you’ll find that you haven’t lost yourself.

You’ve found yourself again.

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Reversing the Drift is a book for people in this passage—a guide to finding your way back to clear thinking without shame.

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When Loyalty Replaces Thinking

There’s a moment in every high-control environment—whether it’s a political movement, a religious group, a company, or a family system—when the rules quietly shift.

At first, questions are welcomed. Curiosity is encouraged. “We’re all learning together,” they say. “This is about truth.”

But at some point, a line is drawn. And you’re not always told where it is.

You ask a question and get a look. You raise a concern, and the room goes cold. You notice something that doesn’t add up, and instead of an answer, you get a lesson on trust.

That’s the moment when loyalty replaces thought.

How It Works

The shift is subtle. It’s not announced. It happens through tone, exclusion, and the slow realization that some thoughts are welcome and others aren’t.

You learn which questions are safe. You learn how to frame your doubts so they sound like support. You learn that the cost of honesty is higher than the cost of silence.

And here’s the thing: this isn’t always malicious. Sometimes, the people enforcing loyalty are just as caught as you are. They’re afraid, too. They’ve made the same calculations. The system perpetuates itself through everyone inside it.

We’ve seen this dynamic play out dramatically in recent years. Entire communities where asking the wrong question gets you labeled a traitor. Where admitting doubt means losing your place. Where loyalty to a leader matters more than loyalty to the truth you once shared.

The Test That Reveals Everything

Here’s a simple diagnostic: What happens when someone you trust and respect disagrees with the group?

In a healthy environment, disagreement is information. It gets discussed. It might change minds—including yours. The relationship survives the difference.

In a loyalty-based environment, disagreement is betrayal. The person is reclassified. They become someone who “doesn’t get it,” or worse, an enemy. And you’re expected to reclassify them too.

Watch what happens to the people who leave. That tells you everything.

Finding Your Way Back

If you recognize this pattern, you’re not broken. You’re seeing clearly.

The path forward isn’t about fighting the system or convincing anyone else. It’s about reclaiming your own thinking. It’s about giving yourself permission to notice what you notice, to doubt what you doubt, to ask the questions that have been living in you unasked.

Loyalty is beautiful when it’s freely given to something worthy. But when it’s demanded, when it comes with a price, when it requires you to stop thinking—that’s not loyalty anymore.

That’s capture.

You can find your way out.

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If this resonates, my book Reversing the Drift explores these patterns in depth—and offers a path back to your own judgment.

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When Loyalty Replaces Critical Thought

There’s a moment in every high-control environment—whether it’s a political movement, a religious group, a company, or a family system—when the rules quietly shift.

At first, questions are welcomed. Curiosity is encouraged. “We’re all learning together,” they say. “This is about truth.”

But at some point, a line is drawn. And you’re not always told where it is.

You ask a question and get a look. You raise a concern, and the room goes cold. You notice something that doesn’t add up, and instead of an answer, you get a lesson on trust.

That’s the moment when loyalty replaces thought.

How It Works

The shift is subtle. It’s not announced. It happens through tone, exclusion, and the slow realization that some thoughts are welcome and others aren’t.

You learn which questions are safe. You learn how to frame your doubts so they sound like support. You learn that the cost of honesty is higher than the cost of silence.

And here’s the thing: this isn’t always malicious. Sometimes, the people enforcing loyalty are just as caught as you are. They’re afraid, too. They’ve made the same calculations. The system perpetuates itself through everyone inside it.

We’ve seen this dynamic play out dramatically in recent years. Entire communities where asking the wrong question gets you labeled a traitor. Where admitting doubt means losing your place. Where loyalty to a leader matters more than loyalty to the truth you once shared.

The Test That Reveals Everything

Here’s a simple diagnostic: What happens when someone you trust and respect disagrees with the group?

In a healthy environment, disagreement is information. It gets discussed. It might change minds—including yours. The relationship survives the difference.

In a loyalty-based environment, disagreement is betrayal. The person is reclassified. They become someone who “doesn’t get it,” or worse, an enemy. And you’re expected to reclassify them too.

Watch what happens to the people who leave. That tells you everything.

Finding Your Way Back

If you recognize this pattern, you’re not broken. You’re seeing clearly.

The path forward isn’t about fighting the system or convincing anyone else. It’s about reclaiming your own thinking. It’s about giving yourself permission to notice what you notice, to doubt what you doubt, to ask the questions that have been living in you unasked.

Loyalty is beautiful when it’s freely given to something worthy. But when it’s demanded, when it comes with a price, when it requires you to stop thinking—that’s not loyalty anymore.

That’s capture.

You can find your way out.

———

If this resonates, my book Reversing the Drift explores these patterns in depth—and offers a path back to your own judgment.

Follow this page for more. I write about clear thinking in chaotic times.